when im not being selective with my company i pay the high price of exposure. when im not being selective i put myself in uncomfortable situations that aren’t worth it.
when im not being selective, i unintentionally morph into a version of them. wrong influences, twisted intentions, careless actions, dark energies, mindless movements, empty hearts.
my curiosity about their psyche is only disappointing, my interest in looking for their goodness gets discouraged, my hypothesis fails and makes me feel naive.
i remember that i can’t ask for caringness from others if i don’t give it to myself, being selective with my relationships means being careful with who i choose to share myself with, who i hand the power to treat me right or hurt me. we should be looking for people that make us feel secure, loved, joyful and accompanied, nothing less.